フーグ (“Fugue”)

English lyrics

Enduring the pain, harbouring my anger
Someday I’ll have my revenge. Disappear, my genes!
Avoiding the light, and fearing the truth
That’s what inspires deviance, look on child genius.

My field of vision narrowing, and my tears drying out
I’m running away to pray, and it feels like I’m going to burst.
I’m counting out wood grains, growing tired of growing old
At some point I made a fist, at my blemishes I’ll overcome

With a voice that feels like it will rip in two
Yes, just once, spit it all out

I hate it, I hate myself
I hate that there’s no one to replace me
If only I were not able to say
That I hate myself…

I’m smeared in lies, I’ve lost track of time
When someday I return home, my soul will have rot
Fasten my feet, come and fan the flames
Come and return what you borrowed

With a voice piercing through the door
Yes, just once, scrape it out

You’re no longer here, it’s all over
Who was it that decided to stop?
If you have things here that’s precious to you
Then clutch it tight, and don’t let go

You hate it, you hate yourself
You hate yourself, but there’s no one to replace you
To be able to not say that you hate yourself
If you can do that…

Then even the future can be changed
I believe it can, even if it’s just a little
Because it’s you. It’s only you
Who can change yourself

We’re always, always crying
Always, we are always….

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